The Vine

When I first moved to Philadelphia, six years ago, I lived in a third floor apartment, in the front of an old townhouse on Pine Street, almost at the corner of 19th Street.  It was a great old building.  It’s one of those wide old row-houses that has three large windows across the front on every floor.  And it faced south, so we got a lot of sunlight in all those windows.  My landlord had grown up in the house when it was a single family home, with his father’s doctor’s office on the ground floor.  As a child, my landlord had planted  - in a patch of soil at the front of the house that could not be more than a square foot: probably less – a vine of unidentified type.

I suppose the vine must have flowered during the spring or summer, but its flowers were not its distinctive trait.  The vine was (and still is) a prolific grower.  During the spring and summer of my first year in that apartment I watched it grow from its tiny dirt patch at street level up to my third floor windows, by which point it had spread out across the entire width of the building.  The branches of the vine had, by summer’s end, encased the air conditioner in one of my windows and had sent tendrils up into the spaces around the unit so that green shoots were wending their way into my living room.

For a while, I thought this was charming: the vine was a welcome burst of green in the brick-scape of my block, (and the plaster walls of my apartment).  But eventually (when it came time to take the A/C out of the window) the vine began to look less charming to me and more like a nuisance.  And my landlord, who had never been particularly attentive to small repairs or general maintenance in the building, began to seem somewhat negligent to me.

It was a crisp, fall day when I took the air conditioner out of my window, opened the other two windows in the front of the apartment and leaned out as far as I could with some kind of improvised pruning shears.  The vine had done a good job of attaching itself to the brick and the cable TV wire, and old hardware still on the façade of the building by the windows.  It was holding on tight!  And I ripped long strands of it by the handful, snipped them with my shears, and tossed them to the ground, shouting to warn passers-by as I did.  And a great heap of green and brown strands of vine piled up, down there on the sidewalk.

Of course, I hadn’t eliminated the vine altogether.  I’d gotten the widest, topmost portion, and torn it off, down to about the top of the second story windows.  But I’d gotten that vine out of my windows and out of my life… at least until the next year!

And I felt so good about taking matters into my own hands.  I felt a silly kind of accomplishment at such a simple task.  I felt a sillier kind of pride in putting that vine in its place!  And I felt a kind of superiority to both the vine and the landlord, both of which were starting to bother me.  But where was the vine now?  Not climbing in my window any longer!  I was no one to be trifled with!


A single theme runs through most of the readings we’ve been given from Scripture this morning: a vine (or, in the Gospel reading, a vineyard, where there were lots of vines).  The vine is a well-known biblical image.  Jesus would use it to talk about himself: I am the vine and ye are the branches, he said.  But before Jesus, it was the Jewish nation, the children of Israel, who identified with the vine.  The psalmist reminds God of this image:

You have brought a vine our of Egypt;
you cast out the nations and planted it.
You prepared the ground for it;
it took root and filled the land…
…you stretched out its tendrils to the sea
and its branches to the river…

But despite her heritage, the vine of Israel was so often abused: attacked by her neighbors; hacked at by enemies; ripped apart by strife without and within.  The psalmist questions God about his care for this vine, Israel:

Why have you broken down its wall,
so that all who pass by pluck off its grapes?
… Turn now, O God of hosts,
look down from heaven;
behold and tend this vine;
preserve what your right hand has planted.

Behold and tend this vine.

Where has the landlord gone?  Why does he not show more concern for this vine, planted by his own hand, so long ago?  These same questions lurk behind the parable that Jesus tells:  “There was a landowner who planted a vineyard, put a fence around it, dug a wine press in it, and built a watchtower.  Then he leased it to tenants and went to another country.”

You remember what happens.  It comes time for the harvest – time to collect his rent, his portion of what is due – and rather than give up so much as a bunch of grapes from the vine, the tenants brutalize the landlord’s messengers.  Twice this happens before the landlord decides to send his son to collect, on the theory that the tenants will respect him.  But of course, the tenants decide that possession is nine-tenths of the law, and to hell with the other tenth.  They kill the landlord’s son, pour themselves a beer, and start to work out a plan to claim ownership of the vineyard and all its vines.

I imagine that the tenants felt a sense of accomplishment, when they had disposed of the body of the landlord’s son: a kind of pride in what they’d done.  I imagine they felt quite superior to the landlord and his son.

Jesus was a good storyteller; he does not tell his listeners the end of the story, he lets them tell it themselves when he asks, “Now when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?”  It was not hard to provide an answer: He will make them pay!


Why have you broken down its wall,
so that all who pass by pluck off its grapes?
… Turn now, O God of hosts,
look down from heaven;
behold and tend this vine;
preserve what your right hand has planted.

Why has God made it so easy for us to brutalize everything he’s given us: the earth, one another, even his own Son?   Why did he make us so ready to take matters into our own hands that with glee we will pull down the vines that he himself planted?  Why has he planted a vineyard, with a wall and a winepress and a watchtower - to protect it and ensue its productivity – and then made it so easy for us to thwart his designs?

I do not know the answers to these questions.  What I know is that God has planted a vine.

And I remember with what purposeful pride did I tear down the vine outside my windows; with what self-righteous resentment toward my landlord.  And I know that it was OK to cut that vine back.  But I also know there are other vines that God has planted in my life that I could just as easily cut down, that would be better left to grow and to bear fruit.  And I know I’d have had a word or two for my landlord, had he challenged me about my rights to cut back that vine.  “Well, where have you been?  Why have you not been taking care of it?


Why have you broken down its wall,
so that all who pass by pluck off its grapes?
… Turn now, O God of hosts,
look down from heaven;
behold and tend this vine;
preserve what your right hand has planted.

Turn now, O God of hosts, look down from heaven; behold and tend this vine.

My friends, God has placed us in a vineyard, and we, his people, are what the prophet called the “pleasant planting” of the Lord.  We are the cuttings from the true vine from which all good things come.  And it is part of the mysterious ways of God that in so many ways he allows us to tell the ends of stories ourselves.

Why do we spend so much time leaning out of windows with pruning shears in our hands when there are grapes to be harvested, if only we would look for them?

God has placed us in a vineyard.  When the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to us tenants?  It is up to us to tell the end of that story.  What will we do with all that God has given to us?

There is a vine running through the story of our lives that was planted by God.  Some years its grapes are sweeter than others; some years they taste pretty sour.  We would so like to have God take care of it: look down from heaven; behold and tend this vine!  But God has planted the vine of his loving kindness in a tiny patch of soil just outside your windows and mine.  And it is trying to get inside. And it’s up to you and me to tend this vine.

The good news, of course, is that we can never really destroy the vine.  The best we can do is prune it away from our windows, cut it back, down to the tops of the windows below us – avoid its creeping advances for another year.

And despite our regular frustration that God is too much an absentee landlord in our lives, who lets things get out of hand and doesn’t come around to fix them, the vine he has planted will keep coming back year after year, trying hard to invade our space, work its tendrils through the cracks in our windows, and finally wrap its gentle arms around us in a green embrace of heavenly love…

… until the day comes when we finally welcome the true vine into our lives, and just let it take over.  And we eat its sweet grapes, from which we will also make wine – which is why God planted it in the first place: a gift to be fermented and transformed into something more complex than it appears to be.

But Christ lets us tell the end of the story, ourselves.  He sends the vine into the windows of our lives to see what we will do with it.  And then he asks: When the owner of the vine comes, and the time of judgment is here, and the measure of our lives is taken, what will he do to us, his tenants?

And I suppose that depends a lot on what he finds out on the sidewalk of our lives: a pile of decaying branches that we have cut down?  Or a barrel of wine made from the grapes that we tended from the vine that God planted.  

I know what it’s like to cut down the vine, but now, I think I’d rather have wine, and I hope you would too!  And I think that if we look together we will find grapes on the vine that are ripe and ready to be pressed.  Thanks be to God!

Preached by Fr. Sean Mullen
5 October 2008
Saint Mark’s Church, Philadelphia


Posted on October 5, 2008 .

Bailout

Therefore my beloved… work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in you, enabling you both to will and to work for his own good pleasure.  (Phil. 2:12-13)


Fear and trembling – normally reserved for only the most horrible natural disasters and terrorist attacks – have made something of a comeback in the halls of Congress the past week or so.  And all it took was $700 billion.

Although I understand little of the detailed machinations in the banking and credit industries that brought us to the current crisis, I think I understand something of the political realties that have caused law-makers to huddle in all-night meetings, and both presidential candidates to be wary of saying very much, and a general sense of urgency to pass legislation that no one is very happy about.  For politicians – many of whom are up for re-election in just over a month – there is the heavy weight of a kind of accountability here.  The only thing worse than passing a $700 billion bailout would be doing nothing.  The risk that more banks would fail, the economy would go into a tailspin, and the suffering would be legion, is too great for men and women who are, after all, supposed to be more or less in charge.  Hence, fear and trembling: better to take the bailout than to risk the consequences.

The church is well familiar with fear and trembling.  She has deployed them with their silent partner, guilt, over many centuries.  Somewhere not so far from Saint Peter’s desk, we were encouraged to believe, were angelic accountants poring over the books of our lives and obviously finding a lot of bad credit, sub-prime mortgages, and the like.  The day would come when we would be held to account for all our failings, short-comings, and meannesses; and where would we be then?  Fear and trembling were meant to motivate us to curb our dangerous impulses and desires, and generally to keep us in check: our salvation was being worked out for us in the back rooms of heaven, and we had plenty of reason to quake.

This pattern of thinking is a kind of bailout mentality.  The church’s legislation of salvation (so to speak) wasn’t very appealing to anyone, but what was the alternative?  Eternal flame?  Unquenchable fire?  Better to take the bailout, even if it wasn’t a very happy state of affairs, than to risk the consequences.

To this way of thinking Jesus is the central figure in the bailout – the Treasury Secretary, as it were, in the economy of sin and grace.  Like him or not, it was he who held the power to bail out a world that was spiraling toward ruin.  And the mystery was, by what great power did he negotiate the bailout of the world with the others in the Administration: the Father and the Holy Spirit?

Now comes along Saint Paul, whose faith came from a personal encounter with the risen Jesus, and who writes to us (by way of the Philippians):

“Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God… [he] emptied himself…humbled himself, and became obedient to the point of death  - even death on a cross.”  

Let this mind be in you.  What does this mean?  Paul is talking about the meaning of Jesus’ death on the Cross – the great act of atonement that Jesus was destined for as the Son of God, but still had to be willing to choose, as a human being fully alive.  And Paul does not seem to be describing a bailout here for miserable sinners.  But what is he talking about?

We are confused by Paul’s language, because we have so hoped that in a relationship with Jesus we would be fulfilled, but Paul tells us that Jesus emptied and humbled himself – and this doesn’t sound fulfilling.  We are ready to ignore Paul’s instruction because the thought of “death on a Cross” is a little too dramatic, and frankly unrealistic for us; it stretches our imaginations a little too far.  We are unprepared to learn from Paul’s advice because we don’t think we have that much in common with Jesus, and we’re not sure we would want to, anyway.  We expected Jesus’ death to be a bailout of the spiritual and existential kind. but Paul is not talking about a bailout here.  Jesus’ journey to the Cross is not a last act of desperation to pay down a debt to God.  It is an act of utter humility and perfect love, chosen by Jesus as a sign of the power of God made perfect in weakness.

And it is this mind: of selfless love, humility, and obedience that Paul says should be in me and in you: a willingness to become weak so that we might find strength, to go last on the promise that some day we will be first, to be the least among our friends – servants of all – if we want to be great, and to lose our lives (lose them!) if we want to find something like the meaning of life for all eternity.  Let this mind be in you and in me?!?  Is it any wonder we would prefer a bailout, even if it comes with a strong dose of guilt?

Back in Washington, the fear and trembling about the financial bailout stem from the real possibility of failure.  What if it doesn’t work, and more banks collapse, and the market tanks, and who knows what else?

But when Paul writes that we should “work out your own salvation in fear and trembling,” he goes on to say, “for it is God who is at work in you, enabling you both to will and to work for his good pleasure.”  And the implication is that we work out our own salvation with fear and trembling because of the real possibility of success!

Let this mind of humility and obedience be in you, and see if you are not better off.

Let this mind be in you that frees you to empty yourself, and see if you are not, in fact, filled up with blessings.

Let this mind be in you that leads you to the way of the Cross – which looks so much like the way of death – and see if it does not, in fact lead to life, and even conquer the fear of death.

Let this mind of Christ be in you.  For he was in the form of God, but you and I are made in the image of God, too.

Let this mind be in you as you work out your own salvation as a sojourner with Christ, not a pawn in some backroom bailout bargain.

Let this mind be in you even amidst the fear and trembling that comes with the possibility that, wow, there is strength to be found in the midst of weakness, there is a greatness to be found in choosing to serve others, there is life to be had where we thought there could only be death!

Let this mind be in you, for it is God who is at work in you!  It is God who is at work in you!

We Christians are not the citizenry of a bailout banana republic whose baptismal certificates are the devalued commercial paper of a volatile market.  We are the sons and daughters of God, who, when we let this mind of Christ be in us, discover that it is God who is at work in us.

My brothers and sisters, I hope that our elected representatives find a good and affordable solution to our current financial woes, and I make no pretense at knowing what that might be.  If a bailout is what’s needed – even at exorbitant cost – then, I suppose, so be it; better to take the bailout.

But you and I do not need (or, I suspect, want) a bailout God whose Son cuts a deal for us in the backrooms of heaven.  Better to have a Savior who gives us a piece of his mind, when he calls us to follow him on the way of obedience and humility that leads to the Cross.  Better to learn to travel that way with Jesus, even though it is tiring and hard.  Better to be accountable to the One whose practice is forgiveness and mercy.  Better to work out our own salvation with the kind of fear and trembling that comes of having traveled so far, being so close, unbelievably almost there: the fear that we might actually succeed – and what would that mean for us?!  Better to know, at those moments when it seems a bailout is the best we could possibly do, that it is God who is at work in you, enabling you both to will and to work for his good pleasure.

Jesus himself knew what it was like to think that a bailout was the best he could do – he prayed for it in a garden.  But his prayer was answered with the reminder that God was in him.

And a bailout for our sins and all that’s gone wrong in the world, will not be necessary.  Debts have been canceled once and for all.  Credit has been extended, once and for all.  Love has been lifted up, once and for all, by the one who gave himself up to make the Cross an eternal sign of hope for a world that thought a bailout was the best it could do.  But now we know better – thanks be to God!

Preached by Fr. Sean Mullen
28 September 2008
Saint Mark’s Church, Philadelphia


Posted on October 1, 2008 .

God's mercy

There is no economy in the Divine mercy, which is as inhuman, as alien and as uncomfortable as we can imagine. "You can't conceive, nor can I, the appalling strangeness of the mercy of God," says Graham Greene.

All of which is a fancy way of saying that God is not “fair” or “just”. How can we conceive of a compassion and mercy which sees no distinction between murder and petty theft, between stealing paper clips and genocide? I always feel, when I look over the cliff of God’s mercy, a strange sense of vertigo, of being off-balance.

It is human to long for boundaries, for rules, for order; for all that which defines and makes clear and safe. We want distinctions, levels of sin. We are uncomfortable with the idea of a forgiven Stalin, a reconciled killer. We are unhappy with too much chaos, without answers ready to hand, without structure.

But there is no economy in the divine mercy. It is not enough to forgive seven times. Instead it must be seventy-seven times, or seventy times seven. Regardless, the effect is the same: there is no time when we can cease forgiving. It is hard to imagine even the most Type-A personality, the most obsessive person counting to 490 and then ceasing to forgive, and that is the point.

The kingdom of heaven which has come near is like the king who has the unforgiving servant. The poor slave is in a bad way. He owes his master 10,000 talents, so vast a sum as to be unthinkable. My bible helpfully notes that a talent is worth more than fifteen years of labor. Which means that the poor slave would have to work for more than thousands and thousands of years to pay his debt off. It is another unthinkable, impossible number. And so the king forgives him his unthinkable debt and his reckless stewardship. It is an unforeseen, munificent act which takes no notice of the size of the servant’s sin.

It is impossible however to talk about forgiveness and reconciliation without talking also about sin. And so I’m going to do something slightly risky, because you haven’t known me for very long, and I’m going to preach about sin. If that makes you slightly uncomfortable, it should. The Church has never been very good at teaching or preaching about sin for most of its history. The Church has tended to shame and alienate people, to burden them with vast amounts of guilt, or to use sin as a method of exercising social control. And the Church has been explicitly sexist, racist, and homophobia in what it has label “sin”. People are justified when they start to get skeptical or antsy when the topic of sin comes up in church.

One of the main ways that the Church has failed when it comes to talking about sin is making sin into something which is all about the gossip pages: about actions, about acting wrongly or failing to act; about money, sex and power. Not only is that a minor part of sin, but it makes sin into a completely individualistic state. I sin by doing X. I repent. I am absolved. But sin is communal, it affects our nearest and dearest, our communities, the very fabric of our life together.

Yet we know that sin is present around us. We feel it in our own hearts and minds, and we see it in the world. There is evil in the imagination of our hearts, and when we look in the mirror when we are shaving or doing our makeup, what we see is (according to one theologian) “at least eight parts chicken, phony, slob.” We see it when we walk past the homeless man sleeping in the doorway. We see it when we watch the news and see the unremitting violence and cruelty of humans, one to another. Sin is abundantly real in our lives.

And so when we talk about sin today, I want to preach about sin not as the gossip pages kind: who lost their temper with whom, who is sleeping with whom, etc., but in the wider communal sense.

I want to tell you about a friend I made in Arizona, who taught me a good deal about sin. His name is Francesco, and he lived about a block away from us. He was a Native American man, in his fifties, and his life had been very sad. He was in prison for a time, for violence. He was a raging alcoholic who would get sick if he didn’t have a drink first thing in the morning. He was constantly fighting with his girlfriend and they were perpetually yo-yoing between being together and not. He used to mow our lawn, to earn a few dollars, generally when he wanted to buy a bottle of malt liquor. He’d come round on Saturday morning; I’d be drinking my coffee and he would be drinking a forty. As you might imagine he was not the most reliable gardener. Often he would mow part of the lawn, and then start drinking and half the lawn would go unmowed for another week.

As I got to know Francesco, I became aware of a divide or split as I experienced him. In the middle of his wreck of a life were all sorts of sins that he was living in and desperately needed forgiveness for (his drinking, his temper, his miserable relationship, his lying and stealing). But the context for his sin, the background to his wreck of a life was also sinful and it wasn’t Francesco’s sin: it was my sin and the sin of my culture and of my forebears. Part of the sin which was infecting Francesco’s life began when Columbus landed in North America. Part of the sin was the theft of his ancestors’ land and the destruction of his culture. Part of that sin was the underfunded education and the culture of violence, of alcohol abuse and of poverty that he grew up in. Part of his woundedness was communal and systemic and deep beyond the simple failures of individuals. Francesco is bound and captive to the sins of our age and culture.

Even as Francesco lives in the midst of abiding communal sin, we too live in deep webs and structures of sin and we desperately need God’s forgiveness and reconciliation.

It is sin, for us to make so much money and yet to have a quarter of the population in this country without health insurance.

It is sin, for us to spend vast sums of money for war and destruction, so that we can temporarily sustain a way of life which cannot ultimately survive.

It is sin, to live in a culture of increasing obesity and gluttony while millions around the world starve.

It is a sin, which is almost perfectly lifted out of the Gospel this morning for us to increasingly sink into national debt, while at the same time holding onto the debts of countries in the developing world; debt which is crushing and gut-wrenching, keeps millions in abject poverty and condemns many to premature and preventable deaths.

We are tainted by sin every time we turn on our cars, every time we invest in a company which participates in standard business practices, every time we buy a product. We even sin by eating food, which in this culture is overwhelming raised on vast corporate farms, doused with fertilizers and chemicals which pollute the planet, and harvested by migrant workers who are paid a pittance. When we eat we are feasting on sin, eating and drinking damnation unto ourselves. Our whole way of living is that sin which is ever before God.

We are trapped, as my friend Francesco is trapped; caught and drowning in sin, and the vastness and the systemic nature of our sin seems impossible to change.

But there is no economy in the Divine mercy. Although we owe ten thousand talents, although we go through everyday sinning profusely and unconsciously, yet still God is abundantly merciful and compassionate. The only way that we can avoid that strange, intense mercy and forgiveness is when we are unable to forgive in kind. When we grasp our fellow by the throat and insist on the pennies that we are owed.

Let us therefore go through our lives working for deep systemic change and casting forgiveness all about us. Let us forgive foolishly, recklessly, uneconomically; that our God and King not mistake us for the unforgiving servant but instead pour out upon us that appalling mercy and forgiveness.

Amen.

Preached by the Rev'd Andrew Ashcroft

14 September 2008

Saint Mark's Church, Philadelphia

 

Posted on September 16, 2008 .